Blogging

Hi all, I am here blogging during my office hours, simply because I have nothing to do. At the same time, I am also listening to songs from my mp3 on my laptop while charging :)


Yesterday an emotional sadness arouse in me. I feel so lifeless & lousy. Am I living my life well? No, I doubt so. I go straight home everyday after work, not even a step into white sands. I wanna go out! Someone, can you just jio me out? I miss kbox, exercise, supper!


I am thinking of joining zumba classes, seems fun! Gonna ask for price first.


For work, I've just started for about a month. Overall, colleagues are still alright just that this company has several politics. People from various departments all want their conveniences without consideration for other departments. Selfish as it seems but this is work. You won't be able to think 100% for your team members lest your colleagues from other departments.


People also have the tendency to act busy. They like to be involved in everybody's issue but instead of providing useful solutions, they just act as a messenger only. This is called 'act useful'. I am somewhat disgusted because they don't give genuine help. Some people are really busy. That's because they are not so incline towards their work. They are slow but I don't blame them. I will learn to have more patience with them as I am really a fast worker. When I tell you it's urgent, it really means it's urgent, don't test my patience alright!


There's this weirdo in my company who has done many unbelievable things & created many shocking incidents. For example, he hand carried a 100+ kg pipe & cost the company 6k for damaging the pipe & he injured his leg. Also, he lost some bolts & nuts and yet deny it. Moreover, he made my colleagues look for the bolt & nut high and low. After they discovered it was he who lost it, they were furious! We suspect he is low in IQ + EQ. And my colleague says he has no 'Q'! :D quite lame but I think it's true. He is really weird, I suspect he stalks people, keep adding people (even my big boss) on facebook. Scary!


I guess it's enough of updates, ciao!

The four University years of my life

It's late into the night again.....

haha alrights this time, i'm blogging about happy times!

I have finally graduated!

:)

I never knew that I could meet such great friends in my university life. They have brought much joy and happiness into my life! We've had many great moments and funniest times together, from super studious to super clowns. In other words, we've had our fair share of study and fun! haha..I don't really know how to describe this feeling cuz I'm not really good with words though :x

There are 2 major groups from my uni friends:

TheHall7Gang : Hui Ning, Yan Qi, Ruo Wei, Siang Hong, Lijun, James

TheCBEGang : Guo Shiou (The future prof), Liang Hong, Choon Hong, Wenchuan, Sheng, James

TheCBEGang is the group which i hang out with mostly due to lectures, tutorials and projects. The final year design project (FYDP) took up most of our time. I guess that was when we really bonded together. They kept bad-mouthing about the tiongs in our computer labs cuz they speak super loud. For me, I couldn't agree more and kept laughing!! :D

Well, let all the unhappiness drift pass us and remember the good times we've had.

My student life has been completed and reminiscence is all that is left.

Ah ha!

I guess I shouldn't exclude one more person, haha i'm sure you guys know! Yes the person is my bf! He played an important role in fetching me sometimes to woodlands for me to take bus 168 back home which reduced my travelling time significantly. Also, he has been through with me during my emotional moments when I needed someone to confide in. A great companion :)

Thank you my bf JY!

Feeling down

Latest updates..

Recently I have been quite down due to some issues. I'll just blog in general.

In general, marriage for a lady is about marrying to a whole package - husband & his family. Both husband and his family must be well-interacted with the lady. An imbalance to this whole interaction can result in disastrous effects. This imbalance can be caused by any of the parties involved. In my opinion, I would describe the interaction similar to the "friends-who-can-click!" except that this would most likely be a "can-you-click-with-their-parents". So I feel that "click!" plays a part of the interaction. And whether you can "click" with the parents shows how receptive they are towards you and vice versa. Receptive-ness can always be overwhelmed in movies and dramas. But is this so easy in reality?

P.s. I may be wrong at any parts above but no offense to anyone.

I'm so down and having mixed feelings now but who understands me when I don't even understand myself and know what I want?

Nightfall

I'm feeling abit down... Just wanna crawl into the night silently........

A little too tough

Exams are nearing. To be more exact, it's 2 weeks and 2 days later. I'll start my first paper on a sat, yes on a saturday. 5 papers, 10 days. How should I start planning? I still have one more assignment on modelling using Matlab that I have to submit by next Friday. Will I be able to submit on time?

I have two open book exam this semester. It's gonna be real hard. My engine is breaking down soon but through my optimistic mindset, I will endure till the end of my papers!

Happy mugging!

Emotions of love

Hello all, been pretty busy lately due to my school work. Many quizzes and exams are coming up. Today was a great day! Studied with pigg at my house. Just as we bid goodbye, emotions gushed up to my brain which triggered unbearable tears. That moment was so wonderful and I felt it. True love. I found it. I see it in his eyes. I felt it with my heart. The warm touch of his hands...

I love him

I realised I didn't have many dreams in my life. And I'll end my post with a dream. My current dream to travel in New Zealand with pigg, lying on the vast land, watching the sun as dawn approaches and as dusk sets in. Hopefully it will be our graduation trip. Money would be an issue but it can always be earned back. Time waits for nobody. So let us enjoy while we can!

Just a lil reflection

Let us be stronger for we don't know what beholds for us tomorrow.