my random _____.

i dono why but i feel weird.
i've not felt this before.
it's like im missing someone.

my heart is yearning for somebody perhaps.
im confused about this feeling!
can anybody tell me why am i feeling this!?

i cant concentrate on my exams!

"im so dead. im like so dead can!"

lost

sometimes I dono what I am doing.
sometimes I dono what I want.
sometimes I dono what I am thinking.

I feel so awkward after a weird incident happens!
I am so lost! pls teach me what to do!

A shattered piece of glass can never be mended fully-100%

What can I do? I can only face the reality!
There will always be this BARRIER where our friendship can never be so close like before!
But I will still long for that closeness. 'Cuz I know you're worth my friendship.

In case our friendship cant be mended 100% fully, I just wanna say a big THANKYOU to YOU 'cuz YOU really took care of me in hall where everything seems so foreign to me. I just want you to know that I really appreciate the things you hav done for me.

Recruiting me into D&D as one of your main comm member, telling me that if I joined JCRC main comm, i'll hav never-ending things to do (which is true). Telling me that I can leave blk 36 kitchen 'cuz you know that I hav 3 quizes on vday and telling hongz to ask me whether I need dinner even though something happened before that, etc..

I wont forget all these things you hav done for me. I hope my humble tears can bring this precious friendship back again.

`mingz

stressed&lethargic :(

Im so stressed! sad to say, i hav 3 tests on valentine's day! maths B is like the killer paper! partial differentiation, double/triple integral and vector! sianz. dont even know what my prof (wang xin) is talking abt! he seems to be talking to himself for most of the time! HAHAHAHA!

I dont hav the time to study all these!! coz ltr i hav french tutorial and i've gotta help out d&d in baking cookies for our joint-hall-bazaar for tmr. AND! tmr i've gotta tend the d&d stall at can2! see my schedule?! it's so tight! zzzzzzzzzzzz. LORD, please help me get out of this mess!

hahah.. due to my careless mind, i left my hip hop slacks at home! i've the urge to go home tonight to take it back to hall! hahahah. another contributing reason is that this valentine's day is my mummy's birthday! i want to give her a surprise! BUT now! i think im stayin put in hall for the whole wk! i'm planning to give my mum a call on 13th feb at 12am! LOL. maybe i'll buy a cake on sat and celebrate for her!

All these are just part of my busy mind! In a small corner of my brain, i realised i became more aware of what Mike is doing. Like ytd he touched my shoulders for nothing.. he seems to be walking wid me most of the time, etc..

I will try my very best not to think abt it! But i always do the opposite. Hence i'll always walk wid wee coz he can be considered my very good friend in my CBE og! the feeling of walking wid wee is more natural though! hahahah.. rather than walking wid Mike or MT (previously he kept walking beside me) !

oh! today Mike asked me whether i hav any plans on valentine's day! LOL. i said i'll be having dinner wid my normal friends! den he said,"diao.." hahahahah..he told me he doesnt hav any progs on that day! then i just nodded my lethargic head. zzzzz!

WHAT WILL YOU GUYS BE DOING ON VALENTINE'S DAY?

hahahah.. okies! i hav to study my maths already! will update soon! mugger!

seeya,
mingz~

sugababes - too lost in you.

Just wanna share this song with you all X)

sugababes - too lost in you.

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
'Cuz this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)ooh

Well you whisper to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

'Cuz I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me(No one can rescue me)
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

我 哥 。 。

大 年 初 一 2008， 晴

今 天 我 和 我 的 家 人 到 了 我 的 姑 姑 家 拜 年！ 收 获 非 常 多 ， 因 为 我 获 得 了 很 多 美 美 的 大 红 包 ！ 我 玩 得 非 常 的 高 兴 ！ 我 居 然 能 够 和 比 我 小 很 多 岁 的 表 弟 表 妹 ， 以 及 小 我 十 岁 的 堂 妹 沟 通 ！ 而 且 是 非 常 的 谈 得 来 ！

但 是 谈 着 谈 着 ， 土 突 然 间 就 谈 到 我 哥 。 。 其 实 ， 我 哥 经 常 对 他 自 己 没 有 什 么 信 心 。 。 他 每 一 次 都 会 感 到 一 点 自 悲 。 我 哥 其 实 不 是 很 会 面 对 人 ， 所 以 他 很 怕 交 新 的 朋 友 。他 不 知 道 怎 么 去 更 陌 生 人 说 话 。 可 能 是 因 为 自 他 小 时 候 ， 我 的 家 人 经 常 因 为 他 不 会 做 数 学 而 打 他 。 我 比 他 幸 福 多 了 。 因 为 我 的 数 学 从 小 就 已 经 蛮 强 了 。 。 所 以 没 什 么 被 打 的 感 觉 。 。

我 为 我 哥 感 到 非 常 的 遗 憾 。 。 觉 得 为 什 么 好 端 端 的 以 个 人 ， 长 大 后 会 变 成 这 样 呢 ？ 我 应 该 尽 量 去 帮 助 我 哥 ！ 让 他 多 看 看 这 世 界 ， 接 触 多 一 点 人 ！ 这 样 可 以 让 他 建 立 多 一 点 信 心 ， 降 低 他 的 自 悲 度 ！ 将 来 若 我 哥 有 什 么 事 情 ， 我 都 会 好 好 的 跟 他 商 量 的 ！

哥 ， 如 果 你 就 这 样 过 你 的 下 半 辈 子 ， 我 会 感 到 非 常 伤 心 的 ！

主 ， 请 你 赐 给 我 哥 以 为 很 好 的 导 师 来 教 导 他 吧 ！ 谢 谢 ！

哥 ， 你 是 可 以 做 到 的 ！

scandalous pairs!

the most happening event of year 2008!!

hey! check this out!

http://www.hollywoodgrind.com/edison-chen-and-gillian-chung-naughty-pic-scandal/

Edison Chen and Gillian Chung, both actors, are now in the middle of a scandal as naughty pictures of their intimate bedroom activities has somehow been leaked onto the Internet. The pics are real!

The scandal started after pictures were taken from Edison Chen’s laptop by a technician that was repairing it. There were a total of approximately 1,300 pictures. The naughty pictures included Bobo Chan Man, Cecilia Cheung Pak Chi, Edison Chen, Gillian Chung, Gillian Chung Yun-Tung, Joey Yung, Yumiko Cheng, some say even Japanese star Chiaki Kuriyama, and possibly more!

In total, there are 24 pictures for you to slowly see! hahaha.wash ur eyes with a eyemo after you've seen them! zzzz...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2008!!

cheers,
mingz
x)

CNY preparations!

cool! today went shopping for CNY clothes at bugis street wid ningz! it was super crowded! i think coz CNY coming so many youngsters came to look for CNY clothes too! anyway, hahah..i bought a purple dress for 30dollars. this dress is not too bad though, can fulfill the dresscode for clubbing! X)

p.s. and i looked damn feminine on that dress! =X

i saw this black blouse super nice! 23 dollars. regretted not getting it today! so im going with my gong zhu xiao meis to bugis to buy again! hahahh..maybe i will be changing my bdae present from shoes to that blouse! hahaha..damm nice.

Here's the pic:

few hrs of shopping today. when i think about tmr & fri, i plunged into total sian-ness -.-

SUPER BUSY!!

alright guys, sorry for the long update! hahah.a.h.

p.s. today i tio stunned bcoz of some jap words on my bdae card!! -_-

thanks for visiting! take cares!

~mingz

clubbing@MOS

wooho! clubbing at MOS was fun! hehe..
err..haha pls don be mistaken!
i only danced wid my frens.
didnt dance wid other guys.

initially i was damm cold!
(was wearing a small black jacket thou)
wah then after 12am, ppl started to enter
d dance floor wid cage!
SMOOVE! yes this is d one.
hip hop plus R&B!

Jiani, Huwei, Mike and I danced amongst ourselves!
we were so squashed that i kept on banging onto d fence!
lol.bad.haha.anw, i really danced.
my moves werent as pro as jiani.
im a newbie (:

Mike danced till he was sweating lyk mad!
O-M-G`! he was drenched.
but i had no choice to dance wid him.
touching his sweat, yikes! brrrr!!
haha.kkies cant bad-mouth so much.

Btw, Mike said wearing red to club means
you wanna attract guys!
i wore RED.
forgoodness sake.

mm..haa..overall quite a great experience.
im gng ZOUK wid my hallmates!
today there's ZOUK-OUT@SENTOSAsilosobeach
bikini babes there wor!

alritez haa..we club till quite late. 3plus am.
d music was deafening!
my ear was ok thou haha.
And i didnt hav any dizziness d next day!

heez..a sign to a positive nite-life!
anw, there's ang-mohs there..
they looked so lusty!
disgusting freakos..haa..

alritez gotta go.i'll update agn!

Cheers,
m i n g h u i ``

tiredz!

wah today i feel so shag!

SENTOSA --> volleyball (hand pain)
--> cycling (butt pain)

VIVO CITY --> pool (hand pain)
--> dinner (stomach pain)..

HOME --> remove contacts (eyes pain)..

haha..update more abt today next time! gotta go slp alr.

Cheers,
m i n g h u i ``

birthday wishes(:

Happy Birthday Zinc!

It's 20 mins past 12am! wooho!!
Hope u LOVE ur roller blade!
Im exam-torure-free now!
and..

We will hav a great time tmr! :)

wishy..
washy..
bye!

cheers,
m i n g h u i ``

many celebrations!

mini GUIDES' gathering! it was a pity parinee and puay shian cant make it. anyway, i think ps wants to spend her time shopping for a dress for elaine's wedding! lolx. the gathering was damn fun! we took quite a number of pics, probably coz we super duper long didnt meet up alr..

we took a great lunch at TERRA **yes zinc it's correct(: @BUGIS. then we went to apple struddle cafe and gave zinc a small SURPRISE! wooho..(zinc: we hope u'll lyk it!) after which, all we did was shopping & MORE SHOPPING! it was a great experience shopping wid them!


Eileen and I thought that u guys were shopping damn fast!
nv go into shops to see see de! lolx.nonetheless it was GREAT! =)
I LOVE YOU GUYS~!


THE WEDDING@victoria concert hall

Had a great time! haha.wee luckily u were there. THANKS.
Elaine is always so beautiful! She's 20 and her hubby's 24.
Both from well-to-do families. Praise GOD.
Elaine is probably 1.67 and her husband's abt 1.72 tall..
not v handsome but looks decent enuff! =D
well, didnt manage to take any pics wid her.
the couple's too busy wid entertaining d elderlys..hah.

Got to know many ppl whom i didnt know personally back then in my sec sch!
ppl lyk JonathanCho(faith4-1), Si Min(faith4-3), Ping Wu(joy4-1),
Cecilia and SongHui (my seniors).. d feeling was great!
o.m.g.. they're all PREFECTS! only me nt..poor me!


Met SamuelTan..he's lyk: OMG, cant believe it u changed so much!
then we started talking abt our pri sch days.
damn it. i think my face went red coz i over-laughed!
GabrielLoh & ShawnYeo totally no change. as shuai as ever(:
Met VenneseChiang & Fenny.. they gave me a warmth hug! so sweet!

Did I really changed alot?


In Mrs Kaan's opinion, she still thinks im a super guai girl!
haaa! u guys agree?!?LOL.
really thanks for everything, i really ENJOYED.
MY CLASSMATES: some things would be better if left unsaid.


Here are some pics on our beloved zinc's PRE-BIRTHDAY

Happy Advanced Birthday to zinc!




A close up on birthday cake




Bottom: sze yin & peijun
Top: Eileen, Me & Monisha
opps our birthday girl accidentally blinked her eyes!

took this pic outside National Library's TOILET! haha!

Me & Pei! totally HOT Babes!

zinc & pei - 2 best HOT Babes!me & zinc *WANTED!

Cheers,

m i n g h u i``

random pics

1. my best pals@SAKAE: (one absent due to dengue fever!)
OUR SQUEEZED RICE! hahahahahaa!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANYI!! =)

2. wee and koky caught in action for sleeping during lect!

draw on their faces!!

3. wahh i just realised how messy my table is! zzz..after exams must tidy up!



4. my bestie! i always hit him! but he always nv hit back!

5. morning! here it says every morning 7am must drink milk!

super cute packaging! zzz i'll get diarrhoea instead i think..haha.

6. NTU traitor! my hall ppl always call me this..NTU bag too SMALL!

Cheers,

m i n g h u i ``

feeling demoralized

wee.
u noe what? im so demoralized!
first paper econs.
second paper physical chem.
both made me so depressed ='(
i really suspect im super stupid!
how how?
my future seems bleak ..
everyday getting more and more bleakz
my feelings seems d same as those songs
from a korean show 'YELLOW HANKERCHIEF'
sigh.. -.-

exams period!

im so bored!
been stayin at home studyin..
or more lykly watchin tv!
lolx.
bad.think i'll score quite badly
for my upcoming exams!
zzz!

forgive others is also a way of relief
for yourselves! =D

not much updates lately..
jiay0u everyone! >.<

reflections!

heyguys,

today is a raining night. so tearful :( im sad.
now everything became a clearer picture for me..
i've pieced them one.. by..one. it took me so long..
wondering here and there.. brainstorming! heez..
luckily my hair did not turn white! otherwise i will
hold YOU responsible!

1. an inmature person

next
2. an irresponsible person

always think wisely before you action.

love,
take cares!

iLOVEtimothytanthattyang!

iLOVEbio!! iLOVE Prof timothy tan!! lolx..he is so shuai! his build is perfect!! not too muscular, not too skinny also! wah he is best! he is my #1 !! =) die, am i falling in love wid him? zzz jkjk! heez..tmr i'll try to take a pic of him during my bio lect and post it here! hahaha...

im sorry guys, super busy past 1 mth. well, my grandma just passed away abt a wk ago. depressed.. hope she will bless my family! my mum is super emotionally affected. coz she is the closest to my grandma.. i tried my very best to accompany my mum but i hav loads of quizes!

zzz. quizes made me super busy!! econs and maths (Laplace) this wk.. next wk i am having bio(DNA, RNA) and phy(relativity, quantum) quiz! zzz. superduperbusy! anyway, wanna thank someone who really standby me all the way since start of sch! u noe who u are haha..

anyway, from the death of my grandma, i learnt to appreciate and LOVE my family members even more, especially my PARENTS, BRO, AUNT, my dad's sides' GRANNY...iLOVEyouGUYs! NOTHING MATTERS MORE THAN KINSHIP!

what do i really want? haha.i myself also dunno..will find out more inFuture! now concentrate on studies first! hahahaha..more happenings some other time bah! byebye =)

bad skin day! =(

I WILL MISS my gu niang MING LONG!!

he is my ICA tudi leh! going into NS this WED lerhz. which is 2 days ltr! but im SAD la..but isnt this part and parcel of our life? so weird! i think we're really damn good frenz! =) we always scold and tease each other during work and outside also!! he's an ass..haha! i everytime sit his peugeot convertible! damn shuangz!! :D got one night we even sang song lyk mad along PIE!! haha..cool! first time in my life sitting in a convertible plus singing out loud in the middle of the night!! omg..haha. bestz experience ever!

oh man..haha.i jus injured myself when i was coming back ntu after my bukit batok tuition! i ran too fast to chase for the bus 174 alr! such that i fell flat on d super ROUGH ground! sigh.! OUCH!! den i called lester for 'jiu ming!' haha.he bought an antiseptic cream from 7-11 and drove me back to my hall. thanks man! initially i was thinking nt to bathe but thinking that i didnt wash my wound, im scared of infection! so decided to chiong d bathe! LOL. OUCH agn!!

no choice bah..gotta clean my wound! it's still bleeding now man..haha.wanna see pics of my wound? it's quite gross though..maybe u guys will puke upon seeing!! bloody scene! better nt then in case some people ..... hah!

p.s. if u guys wanna see tell me kies! LOL..i'll post those pics here. heez.. =)

HEYS! THIS ARE MY FAV PIGS!!

PIGS CAN FLY =)

THE BIGGER ONE FROM MY TUITION KID!

SMALLER ONE HAVE IT TGT WID MY

BESTIE~! =)

cute rite? i think i looked lyk them! heez

any comments? hahaz!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

heyheys ppl
im back! hoo-YA!

promise to update to keep my blog from stagnating.
alritez here it is:

WED
after my econs tutorial went out to sing KBOX wid hu wei, jiani and yuan sheng!
quite fun cuz dono why that day everybody insufficient oxygen to sing!
esp me! sing until lyk killing chicks =)

yuan sheng is d qing2 ge1 wang2 zi3, everytime sing luo zhi xiang's & gary cao ge's songs..den d MV always dark dark one..sad case sia.haha! he lyks to sing ladies songs! e.g. wen lan's zhu4 ni3 shen1 ri4 kuai4 le4! challenging leh..lol.

hu wei ah.. is a super super BIG FAN of JAY CHOU! everytime kbox confirmed guarantee plus chop sing his songs sia..esp duet wid FEI YU QING de *QIAN LI ZHI WAI*! btw, he sings damn well! dono how he sing one..one fine day muz transfer his vocal to me! heez =)

jiani! haha.muz listen to more chinese songs & sing wid us! she didnt sing much though..insufficient knowledge of songs..

haha.jiani and me agreed to wear shorts that day! and......... we were hell-cold! d kbox was lyk a miniature ANTARTICA!! surprisingly..yuan sheng brought a jacket along to our tutorial when we only decided to go kbox after our tutorial! lol.gd prediction though.

FRI
yeah!! home sweet home after a gruelling journey carrying so many things! haha.

SAT
yo! my tuition kid got 73.3/100 for maths..& d mama is damn angry lol.diaoz-.-
bt actually all careless mistakes..so can understand.cuz my mama also lykdat! haha.!

after tuition went out wid yanping and siangyuan! yp treated us at NYDC! heez.cuz she jus gotten her first NIE pay! d outing is so cool talking to yp! haha.we talked abt our sch life! plus all d guys in her life (I LOVE IT!!!) =)

so cool la! we chill out at paragon's coffee bean! then we headed home..kind of miss d times we did b4 we enter ntu! oww...miss u yp =)

just recalled! just now when i was on mrt to orchard, just b4 i entered d mrt while changing mrt at cityhall, got one idiot BANGALAhh! use his HANDS NUDGE me from my back in!! could've shouted 'MOLEST'! bt i jus stared at him.lolz.
STUPID ME!!

SUN
mugger day.
gonna book in ltr hahaha! sianzz..
will miss my mama & papa & my beloved gor...hahz!

heyhey!

decided to revive this blog! haha.
currently stayin in NTU hall7
conditions still liveable
hahahaha..!
but their toilets nt ok!
heez

meals nt ok!
insufficient nutrients, mineral salts & water!
growing fatter each day
cuz everyday consume tibits
during late nites!

hair loss cuz of stress!
damaged my precious brain cells
cuz my MASS BALANCE is chui!
BIO is chui! or rather CMI.
hahahahaha!

studyin at NTU is worse than JC!
my CT (civics tutor) bluffed me
by sayin UNI is a BREEZE!
totally untrue!!

hahaha.
omg. just remembered!
i forgotten to collect my Alevel CERT!
lol.
die liao.
muz go MOE collect i think?

alritez me gotta go lerhz
crashin jiani, weewee and yuansheng's ECONs tutorial class!
update more agn! =)