UNI life

Four boring years of Uni is just a tiny part of our lives. Time passes very fast. Jiayou! Before you know, we're all AH GONGS and AH MAz... Indeed.

facebook quiz

A quizz from facebook!

Stubborn (true) and hard-hearted (okies lah).
Ambitious and serious. (false)
Loves to teach and be taught. (true)
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (true)
Likes to criticize. (true)
Hardworking and productive. (half-half)
Smart, neat and organized. (not smart, but neat)
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (true)
Knows how to make others happy. (true)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (true)
Rather reserved. (false)
Highly attentive. (true)
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (true)
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (true)
Loves children. (okies lah)
Loyal. (true)
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (SUPER TRUE)
Very Stubborn and money cautious. (EXTREMELY TRUE)

HAHA! overall, i'm just ME.

psychotic freak

Is psycho-ing people so fun? You hav such a psychotic-freako-ass. (pardon me for the vulgarities) I hav reached my limit. I can't take it anymore. I am exhausted. I am zombified. Please leave me alone.....

shine after rain

雨过天晴。。。终于看见彩虹了。。。

到目前为止，这是我一生中最难忘的事件。

虽然我很害怕会有下一次，但我希望能够顺顺利利过我的生活。

希望我会幸福！=）

FOOD

im going to eat now! if i eat, he'll come tmr! so i must eat! =)

FREE!

WAH IM SO SIANSSSSSSSSSSS! im stucked in NTU HALL 7! my frens are sooo busy! yet im so free!!! OMG. im freaking FREE!!!!! haiz.. i feel so depressed. im so weak! why why why why?! i feel like an idiot, feel like im so small little girl, feel like im so dependent on people! arGH~~

i love studying back then in sec and jc.. i had lotsa frens plus my family plus the tv.. i hate studying in NTU. makes me a lifeless person. gimme a break. i hate staying in hall! life is a bore..

IS LIFE ALL ABOUT STUDYING?! why be so studious?!?! i dono dOno DONO! staying in hall alone, with no one to talk to, nth to do, nth to eat.. tearing does help to curb any hunger.

a reflective thought

from a distance..
looking at you from the back
seeing how you walk away
wanting to go up to say hi
but my brain pulls me away from you
it makes me feel really sad
in the end i wasnt concentrating at all
staring at my phone
the phone was silent all the way

I should hav gone home on wed
I shouldnt hav even care whether you're alone
I should hav loved myself more than I loved you

I can do it! (:

i'm really yours.

angry yet i can't do it.
can you ever repay my humble tears?
LOVE is really hard to grasp.
we hav to experience it personally before we really know what love is.

i'm yours-

mh in wonderland

NAIVE - Showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgment.

I hav this terminal disease.
I dono if there's a cure for it.
nevertheless, life still goes on and...
I will be strong!

you still dont understand me well.
Hard on the outside,
soft on the inside.
Aquarius - I will nt easily reveal my true feelings,
until when the time is ripe.

Jiayou mh! (:

jus a feeling

At 1.31am

I am once again
breathless.
suffocating.
lost.
help.

who understands?

who knows?
what I am going through?
that I am tearing.
who knows?

I have just turned into a stone.
motionless.
emotionless.
speechless.

I am such an ass.
wake me up when dec ends.
cheerupz(:

cafe cartel

small gestures give me great happiness!

once again, i've regained strength.

for you, i will.

after having a talk,

i realised how weak i am..

forgetting how much we went thru

when we just got together.

I LOVE YOU - are 3words easily said.

but to me, it isn't.

it's always buried inside my heart.

though unsaid, the smile came from my heart.

I had a great day wid pigg today walking from PS to somerset to Orchard! we had lunchie at cafe cartel. dinner at my house! pigg bought himself a grey-black jacket and i bought myself a pair of slippers from m)hosis! really very happy! can spend time wid him plus rewarded myself!

OH! i tried a red dress at TANGS. well it looks nice! but too ex. it's $159! goodness gracious me..i rather die than buy. please dont buy pigg! oh well, our legs were dead tired after a whole day of shopping! =x

True Love is Hard to Come By.

I will treasure this relationship TOO!

Thank you, my dearie, for loving me.

Loving You to Tits,

dearie =)

my free day

Congrats to Ms CHUNG SHU YI!!
im so looking forward to her engagement day! woo~
really really super happy for her! hehe...

recently, i dono what's going on in my life.
work, trg, work trg, work, trg..
less than a mth, im going back to work and study again =x

OH! i recalled i was drunk on my 6th mthsary!
that was bad and i uttered some nonsense.
we spent our day at east coast park!

pigg came to my hse in the morning...
and...
he made rosti for my family!
hah..nice one!
room for improvement =)

do i really wann to go home late?
put it in bad terms - YES.
put it in good terms - NO.
no - I wanna spend more time wid bla bla bla..

i really enjoy ppl's company..
i hate to be a lone ranger..
it's jus me...

i miss sports..
sigh..
shopping queen

JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING MH!
JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING MH!
JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING MH!

爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然

生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔

两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，
不要轻言别离
送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!

post-exams

YAY! exams finished!

eventually, finally...
after mugging for 1mth in hall...
mental breakdown...
mental illness...

NOW:
post-exam stress!
Zzz...

and im sad...
so what if you fail...
life still has to go on...
no use cryin over spilled-milk...

you can tell me u're emo...
but you chose nt too...

you din wanna shop...
nt bcuz of ur backpain...
i think is cuz u're emo...
izzit jus so hard to tell ur beloved ur true feelings?
will you lock urself inside ur room after coming back to our home?

if you sms me ask me to meet-up,
i will say no words and hugg you.

i feel so disappointed...
and silently tearing for you at home?
='(

Do Girls Like To Make The Person She Like Jealous? And What's Possessive?

All girls crave for the attention from the guy she likes. They look little things, like changing their hairstyle, brightening their nails, wear nice clothes, etc. All for what? To get your attention!

Coming to the jealousy part. Don't you stop and ask why does she also tells you when she goes out with another guy? That's becos she wishes to see you jealous!

Been jealous and being possessive is 2 different things. Been jealous here means she might want you to give her more attention, spend more time with her, or even bring de r/s to the next level, becoming an item. Her lips might say one thing, but her actions another! remember, What's not said is more important than what's been said.

You as a guy,must read deeply into her actions, and if you really feel for her. Give her all of your love, care and attention.Remember, every girl has some expectations of her suitor. She by telling you everything(even going out with her guy frd) goes to show that she views you as someone special, and hope you'd make an extra mile for her.

And also comparing you to ex bf, goes to show you are de eligible next to be bf !!! brother!! don't hesitate! Pick up that phone and call 1900xxxxxxx to donate! i mean call her and shower her with romantic sweet nothings and love poems! By not giving her de required attention, you'd only kill this r/s.

LOVE
-minghui-

Trust and privacy

Cuz i love him too much, if not i wont be bothered to quarrel wid him......

Trust and privacy

Trust and privacy comes hand-in-hand. In order to give the trust, you need to open up and when that happens, your privacy will diminish. If you want privacy so you are withholding certain things from your SO. Its up to one to decide how much one trust the other party.

Trust is also about the confidence one has towards your SO. If you have more confidence with SO, you'll definite trust him/her more.Decision is all about information. The more information one has the better decision one makes. So in order for husband and wife to make better decision of course it is better to know everything.

I believe what some people mention is more on individual free space provided so that one has some privacy from their SO. Yes, such "free space" should be mutually agreed. Being married for >15yrs, it is everything (Love, feeling and responsibility). When one has responsibility to take care of the other, it comes from feeling for and loving the person. These three items are interlocking each other.

A marriage definite can last. It depends on whether one makes the effort to make it last or not. Take a look at the older generation, the divorce rates few decades ago were much lower than what it is now. If they can do it, why can the younger generation.

probs sigh~

Trust!

Being husband and wife need to be transparent to each other. hence, both should be comfortable with the limited privacy. limited privacy doesnt means no trust, it means show respect too. like hubby respect the wife, so he informed the wife where he is going and with who.. tat kind. doesnt necessarily means that the wife dun trust the husband hence husband need to report.


Women Like Badasses?!

Women don't like to be ill treated but they like to work for their attention.

Imagine a scenario where every guy in the room flocks over her, you barge in and give her a piece of your mind.

1) You're different from rest of the guys.
2) You DARE to be different.
3)by taking the road less traveled, you already created an impression on her mind.

No women in the right mind wants to be abused or beaten, but neither can they live with de average joe.Women need to feel that the man is special and thus individuality comes into play. When you're with her, you're not just 'another guy she dates' but rather footprints itself.Identity itself is a form of charisma, so don't be a badass, nor a doormat for girls to trample on.Women likes to be valued, appreciated,respected. Yet sometimes they also need to rant and b**ch.

A women will never have one type of mood through even a single day, let alone your whole life with her. They have mixed feelings. Accumulated thoughts, details. If you wanna know what's a mixed feeling, try having a orgasm and a leg cramp, both at a same time. pun intended.So my advice is, don't be total jerk, but somewhere in de middle. Play nice when you need to, and naughty when situation arises.

When we're young, single and carefree, we can deal with adventurous men who dump and ill-treated us. After all, badasses look more appealing and handsome, no? And it's challenging trying to 'tame' a badass rather than a nice guy. It makes us feel more powerful, you know. That is, if we succeeded in 'taming' him.

While nice guy, what is there to tame from the beginning?But in a marriage, we want a guy who's stable and kind. So all badasses out there, you can have as many women as you want in your youth. But once the charisma and yandao-ness go away, you're all alone.

-minghui-

A suppressed teardrop.

10 Oct 08 - a suppressed teardrop.

I felt really suffocated. Went to IMM to take a breather, but I just can't bring myself to hav a great smile. Im at a loss. Pigg bought 3 really nice tees @ $30! super good deal!

First time seeing him so happy, im happy for him too. But I couldnt bring myself to smile like I was before. For the first time in my life, I find it so hard to smile.

Then we went back hall after picking those good deals. During the moment of silence, I just hugged Pigg. I mentioned nothing and tears just rolled down my cheeks. I couldnt take it anymore.

I cried. Not because of Pigg nor anyone else.

Chemical Engineering, why is it so hard to study? Hav to tuition in order to support myself. I cant stop. I dont want my parents to suffer. They're old already. Thinking of this, every Sat I will drag my legs from the bed to bukit batok.

I felt really tired. Hav already endured 1yr, 2mths and 2wks for tuition. Year 2 is disgusting. Does anyone really know what I am going thru now?

After crying on his shoulders, I really felt much better. Never ever hav I felt like this before. Where is the original 'HAHA'-minghui?? Can I ever find it back? I feel like going to the beach and just sit there, listening to the waves.......

To Pigg: Thank you for telling me to lean on your shoulders. Thanks dearie! (:

I just hav to tell myself: Jiayou minghui! 2.75yrs more and I'll be fine! I can do it!

ECP + kbox (:

seriously i think i need some help. im currently lacking in momentum. my grades are 一落千丈。。 i feel like a souless person --- no life in university.

one thing i realised even if i am angry, i will bcum happy when:
1) we (pigg & me) do things together
2) i meet up and laugh heartily with my secondary schoolmates!
3) i see my students laugh + achieve good results
4) i look at dogs
5) take a walk along the windy beach + sitting on rocks listening to the waves saying HI to me!

Wed 24Sept08

My dearie and I took a short stroll at East Coast Park! we just went there to de-stress, get away from all our burdens and worries.. I am glad we went there cuz it's been a really long time since I last gone to the beach with my sec sch kakis to shout at the waves!

Pigg pulled me to sit at the tip of the rocks, which created butterflies in my stomach! He even made me DANGLE my legs off the rocks! I was zzz! Was umm.. HAHA holding him tight! So we just sat there, strong winds brushing across our faces, listening to the music by the sea.

I really love the overall experience! Pigg said my head bcame very hot! So we changed to sit inside the small-warmth-hut.

We took lotsa photos! He wrote on the sand, he inspired me and I wrote too! Aww.. so sweet(: I loved the feeling of being able to "HA-HA-HA!" just laugh out loud into the sea! I think my dearie love it too! Having no burdens for at least a moment of ur life. I wann go again! ^^

Tue 23Sept08

I went orchard kbox with zinc, pei and wy! OMG. everytime I recall that day I will always smile to myself. quite stupid but I simply can't control! HAHA!

we've got so many songs to sing such that we left 11pages we didnt finish singing! hahaha! but we had a great time laughing off our funny and off-key-voices! lol. I miss them......

HOPE TO MEET UP SOON BABES!

Lotsa Love,
minghui

facade.

i'm afraid of the people around me.
they scare me away..
they make me wanna think twice..

FACADE - a scary dellusion.

Memorable Day @ECP

Ouch! My BUTT hurts real bad! Even shit-ing is bad! LOL. Those pain all came from yesterday's craziness!!

I went on a ONE-DAY-ECP with pigg and his jc classmates. Total we had 5 people. Good enough though when my class doesn't even have any gathering this holidays!

Pigg came with his friends to pick me up where they were early and I was not ready yet! Hence I went down my house without drying my hair! Zzz..

When we reached ECP, we started with roller-blading! It was a great-experience with pigg! cuz ... ... ... ... haha ... ... ... we held hands every now and then during blading! woo-hoo! nice feeling! We bladed for 3 whole hours without falling down! OMG. I really didn't imagine us doing this! aww..no need to admire, just do it! =)

Here's a rank of those-who-blade:
1. Vincent
2. Pigg
3. Me
4. Yi Chuan
5. Wei Jie

*starting with the most ZAI. haha!

OH. by the way, before I forget to mention. The blading cost 3 hours - $10.. quite cheap liao!
When I have the money next time, I wanna get those quite zai ones! but I will HEART-PAIN. ex man..

Wei Jie fell while blading behind Vincent, holding hands together! Ouch! TailBone pain! He was mourning-in-pain for the rest of the day hehs..

At 1345, we went for lunch at KFC (all of us are cheapos) and thereafter made our way to OLD TOWN WHITE CAFE until our butts were BURNT! I heard the coffee there not bad! But pls dont order their HONEY LEMON JUICE there! taste super sweet loh!! Can't stand it and it's $2.90 for a small cup! Zzz..BAD.

At 1640, we rented bicycles! Pigg and I rented individual $6 de.. Vincent and Wei Jie rented a Double-seater one! COOL man..that's cuz Wei Jie doesn't know how to cycle! LOL. Guess what? Pigg and I held hands while cycling again man! We were super-duper-stable la! Didn't fall! OMG.

After cycling, we sat down on one bench and those GUYS-Gossiped! Gay? NO, they are not! haha..first time in my life I come across this situation! =x

Then, we went to the ECP-Hawker for dinner. Guess what, we spent $15.60 per person just on food! super-ex le! Don't know how we eat also, can eat until so expensive! I need to save money liao!! I'm feeling BROKE!

Thereafter, pigg sent all of us home-sweet-home! Tiring day for all of us but overall experience was UPz!! =)