lost

sometimes I dono what I am doing.
sometimes I dono what I want.
sometimes I dono what I am thinking.

I feel so awkward after a weird incident happens!
I am so lost! pls teach me what to do!

A shattered piece of glass can never be mended fully-100%

What can I do? I can only face the reality!
There will always be this BARRIER where our friendship can never be so close like before!
But I will still long for that closeness. 'Cuz I know you're worth my friendship.

In case our friendship cant be mended 100% fully, I just wanna say a big THANKYOU to YOU 'cuz YOU really took care of me in hall where everything seems so foreign to me. I just want you to know that I really appreciate the things you hav done for me.

Recruiting me into D&D as one of your main comm member, telling me that if I joined JCRC main comm, i'll hav never-ending things to do (which is true). Telling me that I can leave blk 36 kitchen 'cuz you know that I hav 3 quizes on vday and telling hongz to ask me whether I need dinner even though something happened before that, etc..

I wont forget all these things you hav done for me. I hope my humble tears can bring this precious friendship back again.

`mingz

stressed&lethargic :(

Im so stressed! sad to say, i hav 3 tests on valentine's day! maths B is like the killer paper! partial differentiation, double/triple integral and vector! sianz. dont even know what my prof (wang xin) is talking abt! he seems to be talking to himself for most of the time! HAHAHAHA!

I dont hav the time to study all these!! coz ltr i hav french tutorial and i've gotta help out d&d in baking cookies for our joint-hall-bazaar for tmr. AND! tmr i've gotta tend the d&d stall at can2! see my schedule?! it's so tight! zzzzzzzzzzzz. LORD, please help me get out of this mess!

hahah.. due to my careless mind, i left my hip hop slacks at home! i've the urge to go home tonight to take it back to hall! hahahah. another contributing reason is that this valentine's day is my mummy's birthday! i want to give her a surprise! BUT now! i think im stayin put in hall for the whole wk! i'm planning to give my mum a call on 13th feb at 12am! LOL. maybe i'll buy a cake on sat and celebrate for her!

All these are just part of my busy mind! In a small corner of my brain, i realised i became more aware of what Mike is doing. Like ytd he touched my shoulders for nothing.. he seems to be walking wid me most of the time, etc..

I will try my very best not to think abt it! But i always do the opposite. Hence i'll always walk wid wee coz he can be considered my very good friend in my CBE og! the feeling of walking wid wee is more natural though! hahahah.. rather than walking wid Mike or MT (previously he kept walking beside me) !

oh! today Mike asked me whether i hav any plans on valentine's day! LOL. i said i'll be having dinner wid my normal friends! den he said,"diao.." hahahahah..he told me he doesnt hav any progs on that day! then i just nodded my lethargic head. zzzzz!

WHAT WILL YOU GUYS BE DOING ON VALENTINE'S DAY?

hahahah.. okies! i hav to study my maths already! will update soon! mugger!

seeya,
mingz~

sugababes - too lost in you.

Just wanna share this song with you all X)

sugababes - too lost in you.

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
'Cuz this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)ooh

Well you whisper to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

'Cuz I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me(No one can rescue me)
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

我 哥 。 。

大 年 初 一 2008， 晴

今 天 我 和 我 的 家 人 到 了 我 的 姑 姑 家 拜 年！ 收 获 非 常 多 ， 因 为 我 获 得 了 很 多 美 美 的 大 红 包 ！ 我 玩 得 非 常 的 高 兴 ！ 我 居 然 能 够 和 比 我 小 很 多 岁 的 表 弟 表 妹 ， 以 及 小 我 十 岁 的 堂 妹 沟 通 ！ 而 且 是 非 常 的 谈 得 来 ！

但 是 谈 着 谈 着 ， 土 突 然 间 就 谈 到 我 哥 。 。 其 实 ， 我 哥 经 常 对 他 自 己 没 有 什 么 信 心 。 。 他 每 一 次 都 会 感 到 一 点 自 悲 。 我 哥 其 实 不 是 很 会 面 对 人 ， 所 以 他 很 怕 交 新 的 朋 友 。他 不 知 道 怎 么 去 更 陌 生 人 说 话 。 可 能 是 因 为 自 他 小 时 候 ， 我 的 家 人 经 常 因 为 他 不 会 做 数 学 而 打 他 。 我 比 他 幸 福 多 了 。 因 为 我 的 数 学 从 小 就 已 经 蛮 强 了 。 。 所 以 没 什 么 被 打 的 感 觉 。 。

我 为 我 哥 感 到 非 常 的 遗 憾 。 。 觉 得 为 什 么 好 端 端 的 以 个 人 ， 长 大 后 会 变 成 这 样 呢 ？ 我 应 该 尽 量 去 帮 助 我 哥 ！ 让 他 多 看 看 这 世 界 ， 接 触 多 一 点 人 ！ 这 样 可 以 让 他 建 立 多 一 点 信 心 ， 降 低 他 的 自 悲 度 ！ 将 来 若 我 哥 有 什 么 事 情 ， 我 都 会 好 好 的 跟 他 商 量 的 ！

哥 ， 如 果 你 就 这 样 过 你 的 下 半 辈 子 ， 我 会 感 到 非 常 伤 心 的 ！

主 ， 请 你 赐 给 我 哥 以 为 很 好 的 导 师 来 教 导 他 吧 ！ 谢 谢 ！

哥 ， 你 是 可 以 做 到 的 ！

scandalous pairs!

the most happening event of year 2008!!

hey! check this out!

http://www.hollywoodgrind.com/edison-chen-and-gillian-chung-naughty-pic-scandal/

Edison Chen and Gillian Chung, both actors, are now in the middle of a scandal as naughty pictures of their intimate bedroom activities has somehow been leaked onto the Internet. The pics are real!

The scandal started after pictures were taken from Edison Chen’s laptop by a technician that was repairing it. There were a total of approximately 1,300 pictures. The naughty pictures included Bobo Chan Man, Cecilia Cheung Pak Chi, Edison Chen, Gillian Chung, Gillian Chung Yun-Tung, Joey Yung, Yumiko Cheng, some say even Japanese star Chiaki Kuriyama, and possibly more!

In total, there are 24 pictures for you to slowly see! hahaha.wash ur eyes with a eyemo after you've seen them! zzzz...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2008!!

cheers,
mingz
x)