Right now I have no feelings. I am neither happy nor sad. The happiest moments were the times I spent with my secondary school mates. Such carefree lives we led. No worries, no anger, no sadness, no pain. I just want to take a breather at the beach with the wind leading my hair. I just want to sit on the rocks and cry. After that get a chocolate drink from coffee bean. I feel nothing.

New updates!

WAh. time for a lil update..

my life! im so busy with school work! this week I was piled up with a Lab Report, a 2000 word essay, my bio tutorial and at last, my unit ops II tutorial. Have to submit for grading! I am quite stressed though. Afraid that I won't be able to complete my work. But I pia finished alr! cool~ relief.

oh yea. share something interesting with you girls. I saw Mr.A (23 years old) chasing (I meant literally running) Mr.B (24 years old) around a public badminton court because of some teasing. hahaha.. ok I can't help but burst out laughing.. Anyway, what do you people think of this? =D

And....

Congratz to zinc and henry on their 1st Anniversary!! How nice, their couple ring photos were uploaded onto facebook! I love their red beetle box! So cute and thoughtful~

once again CONGRATS to the sweet couple!

Tomorrow marks the start of another busy week again =x Oh hey! I think I will be rebonding my hair soon! Watch out for the latest photos of my rebonded look! =)

Ta da!

Pre-work

I am so excited! Tmr will be my first day working at loyang! I will be working on their project! Tonight have to sleep early! :) Babes! Let's meet up soon! I wanna eat The Soup Spoon! =p

New updates!

Gooday! New updates! I've quit my job already! :) On my resignation letter, I wrote say I will resign with effect from 27June2009! I felt relief! phew~

Anyway, I broke down in front of him, asking him to let me go cuz I am really exhausted. About 620pm I handed him my resignation, 7pm then I managed to leave the tuition centre quietly. I have no regrets. I'm just curious about who is taking over me. My guess is Gerard.

Still friends a not? I don't bother already. He isn't my acquaintance even. Goodluck.

It's been 2 years since I last played badminton and swam. My whole body aches and my swimming costume is obviously too big. Time to get a new one! Slowly shop my way for a new, nice, fitting and most importantly, a....... CHEAP one! haha!

Girls, let's meet up!

mingz~

Quitter

I was reprimanded today by lester. He raised his voice at me and I came to a firm decision that I am going to quit in a month's time. I wonder should I just put 2wks to shorten my misery...

I felt as though I am going to break down anytime soon. I need to get away from him. Tomorrow is my last long day of work. Thank God. I need support.

updates

Wahahaa! I'm a busy beeeee! Everyday is just a routine, 10am to 6pm working at bukit batok tuition centre. 11am - 1230pm and 130pm - 3pm tuition p4 and p3 classes respectively. Lifeless.

Recently met up with my besties! Met them at tampines and we had pastamania for dinner. After which, we chiong straight 9pm into CAFE CARTEL! ha! jus nice! Me and ah Pei took the last slice of Bitter Chocolate Fudge Cake! Lucky us! Zinc and Wanyi took the auntie amie smth? haha. Henry ate the chocolate cheese truffle? yups! We had a long chat till 1030pm! It was great! I miss them all. I want my life back. Nonetheless, they're still there for me! Hugs!

Gooday! Yesterday Pigg and I attended his friend's wedding at the Sheraton Towers. The food is not too bad, but Qian Xi Lou one is nicer. hee.. especially the cereal prawn! I love it.

Today my mathshub boss indirectly told me he wants me to stay. ha.. I only smiled. Percis said I am good. She wants me to help her at bedok. My sciencehub idiot boss said Percis never criticise people, she only praise people. What does he really mean? I'm not gloated or anything. I just felt that my efforts weren't wasted. If he is so good at teaching p3 and p4, then he wouldn't need me right?

Anyway, my decision is clear, I don't wanna continue working under lester cuz he's a monster. HOW RHYME.

Counting down: 6 working days left.

Whee! :)

sucker boss

FUCKER, BOSS. I am super pissed off. Monster a.k.a lester lin kai'er is an asshole. By Monday I have to try all the experiments at home, when I am working for him tmr till 530pm and afterwhich need attend my uncle's birthday celebration. Sun hav to attend and help out at kee's wedding. I have no TIME!!!!!!!!!

Can anyone volunteer to dig his heart out to inspect if he has any heat malfunction anywhere?

Sorry for the vulgarities. I'm a quitter, I'm quitting end of this year. Advance quitting, 6 months. Can I be irresponsible? To let your business die? Do I want to be one? How do I choose? Why are we in the same course?!

He is a total bastard.

continuation

GUYs im back! okies TIMBRE... cool.. haha I went TIMBRE with ningz, niu, nao, hongz, cheese and ruoz. The ambience there was great! We went to the ArtsHouse. It is located beside the Singapore River! How nice and cooling... The live band was even more cool.. haha! Peeps, I'm recommending that place for chill~ so, get your butts out and get there now!

Alrights, slightly excited! Night at the museum 2, PLEASE WATCH THAT. Absolutely nice! Any feedback/comments from Angels and Demons movie?

Kee's wedding is arriving soon! As a 姐妹，I bought a white dress from Blossomz at $25. Cheap cheap though. Yesterday I went out with my aunt and bought a Mascara, a green Eye Shadow and a make-up removal from Faceshop! The eye shadow has a glittering effect! Oh...simply nice.

Tonite I'm having tuition again. Sians. Didn't know tuition can be so stressed after experiencing it myself. Jiayou!

Next month's gonna be hell for me. Chill~

to be continued...

BACK! haha! I've been slacking at home for 2 weeks already! But, my house has been like an oven since a month ago. So, I feel like being roasted at home. =x

Feel abit sian though my mum is at home. Nothing to do at all.. nice tv programs only shown at nite.. sigh.. nonetheless, I always look forward to outings!

The other time I went TIMBRE wid.............

alrightes sorry guys i'll be back later to continue! Gotta bathe now! Meeting my aunt at 7pm at Bugis! =)

bad day at work with monster

Today is a bad day for me. Sigh. I was 10mins late for my work at bukit batok there. What's worse was, I switched handphone to my brother's hp and monster's contact wasn't inside my SIM card. And the WORST thing was, monster said I was aggressive when I was explaining. I wasn't. MT witnessed it. And then, I just cried in front of monster. Let him know that I cannot stand his nonsense anymore. Who can tahan such a boss? After two years of working with him, I felt like quitting. Anyone knows how I am feeling at this moment? Anger which cannot be shown. Words which cannot be said. FYI, this is my first time being late for work. Reasonable?

Cheerups! :)

first day of work

yohoo! ytd I went to the new Tampines One with JunJie! We ate F.I.S.H. by fish&co! Both of us ordered Sirloin Steak, except that I had mushroom sauce and my steak was well done! His was black pepper sauce and medium-rare steak! The photos are shown below!

Alrites... the new shopping centre was super cold! zzz.... hahaha! We ate yoghurt ice-cream! Then! I couldn't finish cuz it was tooooo sour. So JJ finished it for me.

haha.. and JJ is nt kiam siap. cuz he spent $10.15 buying a present for a nt-so-close girl! :) If I were him, confirm I spent less than $7... hahah!

Anyway, today I started my work at the bukit batok tuition centre. Went quite smoothly though. Had quite a number of things to do. I just hope everything ends fast. And from tmr onwards I will need to bring my laptop to work everyday! sian! cuz very heavy! =x

My mp3 went flat this morning! Then I played with my handphone on the mrt. so sian again. haha! Okies not much update though hee...

GoodBye!

Buffet at Club Chinois

Hi guys, i'm back again! Well, I'm a lil disappointed these few days though. Since exams I have been looking really forward to the end of exams. Why? To go out with people I enjoy going out with. There is someone who didnt date me out. I wonder if he knows that I ever hinted to him that I wanted him to date me out. If he knew it, then he's one step late. Thanks to jj who is dating me out on sun (tmr)! I'm looking really forward to it! :)

I wonder if that someone knew what I was doing today? He doesn't seem to be concerned about me. "How was your day?" I found it very vague. So my answer would be, "great!" Hmm..I wouldn't elaborate unless you ask. What a conversation...

Chuck that aside!

I enjoyed my day with many heart-felt thanks to my uncle and aunts! We had a lunch buffet at CLUB CHINOIS. It is located at Orchard Parade Hotel. The lunch was very nice! Ate all the good stuffs such as the sea cucumber, soft-shell crab, catfish, prawn dumpling, half-cooked salmon, gui lin gao and the mango sago pudding! Delicious I must say! It's a ALA-CARTE buffet. I ate until I almost burst! This restaurant is so posh! If you wear shorts and slippers, you cannot enter! wahahaa! omg.

Afterwhich, we shopped sorta the whole orchard road? Like we went into ZARA at wheelock, TANGS, Robinson, Toast Box and lastly OG! The least I expected, I bought a pair of HOT-PINK lady sandals from OG! My dream sandal! YAY! (:

I reached home with a pair of painful legs due to long hours of standing during teaching and shopping! Resting it now! =P

I sincerely hope that Swine Flu doesn't spread to Sg. Because I still wanna........ SHOP!

First day of holiday!

My 1st day of holiday just passed with only packing my things in hall and then went home. Packing was tough! Without 源哥哥's help, still, I reached home quite late around 430pm. After that, we went White Sands to eat 新旺茶餐厅！

Hey man, that was our lunch! Anyway, we tried new flavour of the french toast. It was spreaded with condensed milk with thick butter on top! Delicious! haha.. I'm hungry now! Babes, let's make a trip down one day! (:

After lunch, we went back my house and I taught 源哥哥 how to play "Fur Elise". OMGs. hee... Fur Elise! How zai! =P He picked up quite fast! Managed to play the first part completely! But only with his right hand. haha.. still Cool! In future, he'll be able to play the whole song! I can compete against him liao!

Fighting, fighting, fighting! =)

p.s. this last phrase was from the drama, "Full House".

last day of yr2 sem2 exam

Hi GUYS! Today marks the end of my torturous PATH for YR2 sem2! Basically all my papers were cui. All questions weren't completed. Nonetheless, it's over. I just wanna concentrate and PLAY! I remembered that my JC teacher once said that I'm a person who studies HARD, but i'll play even HARDER! Muahahahaa... SO, it's time for shopping, shopping and MORE SHOPPING!!! oh well, and sports! woohoo! BABES, I'm waiting for you all to end exams! After that we can go kbox or play our fav BADMINTON (:

BABES, JiaYou okies? study hard, play even harder mentality oh!

I'm looking forward to tmr! If the weather is good, I'll probably be at the beach roller blading! Here I go! Woosh!

study at carl's jr

Guys I'm back! :)
Today was great! I went to Marina Square Carl's Jr. to study with ah Pei, Zinc and boy! Four of us squeezed together on a 4-seater table! It was darn squeezy! But still we managed to study! hee.. cosy! :) Updated them lil stuffs about me which I couldn't really blog here. I did my CH3002 cheat sheet. Have not finished yet. During our study, we ate loads of fries!!!! omgs. And! We dip dip loads of SALSA SAUCE! Every refill was like a mountain! Pei said I got her addicted! haha! We just love it.... LOVE IT! :)

After studying we shopped for awhile! We looked at dresses and heels! omgs. Seriously I feel deprived of shopping. Zinc recommended a pair of boots-heels! Quite nice! The heels are thick, able to provide the stability I wanted. Anyway that heel is kinda hard. So I'm not sure if it will give me blisters. I'm afraid though~ But $35 is cheap cheap! Let's get it together Pei!

Here's a picture of the heel!

Wheeeeee! :)

venom

Here a lil update.
I got bitten by an unknown + ferocious + venomous insect! It occured on bus 179 to Pioneer mrt station! Initially I thought was just any "BoonLay" mosquito. Now, my leg looks gross. Swollen + red. My mother applied the Green-Grass-Oilment. However the swell doesn't seem to be going down. I wonder how. My mum says if I go see a doctor, the doctor may give me an injection to reduce the swell. Oh by the way the swell is about 7cm in DIAMETER. zzz... I scared pain =x

Tmr I'll be going over to my boy's house to study. I'm scared haha. Pray that everything will go smoothly! All the best to me! :)

venom, please go away!

Shoosh!

Happy post! :)

Thanks to the one I love! With him, I was able to get back my Unit-Operations I papers so easily! phew! I'm very happy that I did well.. many thanks to those who wished me goodluck! However, the biggest hurdle is my exams. I will try my very best to do well. Chemical Engineering was NEVER EASY. Who says SRJC students won't do well?!? I'll prove you WRONG! SRJCians have the best "ai zai-aptitude" when it comes to studies! WOO~

I miss my sec sch besties and my jc mates! Let's chiong-ah!!! All the best for our igxams!
LOVE ALL and my all-time-fav star: ginyan!

Shooosh!

updates. boy and me.

Hi Guys! i'm back again! a lil update about ME. i'm currently very busy with my studies! it's totally no life btw.. Exams are nearing yet i'm still playing alot.. fishing, hunting, bejeweled blitz, sushido etc.. guess i'm too stressed hahaa! this coming mon i'll be having a quiz again! oh GOD. my first paper in 13days time! 2 papers in a day, in an afternoon! =x

OHyes. kee's getting MARRIED! omgs. i'll be her jie meis! haha! i'm SOOO happy for her! but i also abit zzz cuz like so fast she can erhem with her hubby liao... like in 2 mths time? i just feel abit weird HAHA! i dono why! can imagine her with KIDS! omgs. kee! jiayou wor! =)

okies! here a lil update about my BOY. well, most say my boy is quite good-looking hahaa.. i must say he does hav quite some admirers. the ancient ones hav moved on. One has gotten herself a boyfriend who looks abit ah bengs. Another i nt sure if she has gotten a boyfren but from her facebook pictures, i've seen her taking photos very closely with guys. HAHA.

oh she wears quite low cut wor.. hheee..my boy missed the opportunity liao! hiak hiak hiak! Anyway, admirers are bad. GIRLS, will you all feel secure? I trying not to think about it wor...

AND. my boy is such a gentlemen.... that his concern bcums an attractant around girls of ALL ages. lol. from my personal experience. GIRLS, do you all experience this kind? omgs. i'll be fine! hahaa!!

YA. i know my boy loves me, one and ONLY. maybe he doesnt tell me alot of his stuffs. i dono. maybe TIME helps. hehee...

okies it's been a long long dinosaur time since i last blogged so LONG >.<
gotta do my work NOW! fish~ fish~ fish~~~~~~~

babes: i can't wait to go out with u all! omgs. i miss u all!
muacks!

-minghui-

UNI life

Four boring years of Uni is just a tiny part of our lives. Time passes very fast. Jiayou! Before you know, we're all AH GONGS and AH MAz... Indeed.

facebook quiz

A quizz from facebook!

Stubborn (true) and hard-hearted (okies lah).
Ambitious and serious. (false)
Loves to teach and be taught. (true)
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (true)
Likes to criticize. (true)
Hardworking and productive. (half-half)
Smart, neat and organized. (not smart, but neat)
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (true)
Knows how to make others happy. (true)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (true)
Rather reserved. (false)
Highly attentive. (true)
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (true)
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (true)
Loves children. (okies lah)
Loyal. (true)
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (SUPER TRUE)
Very Stubborn and money cautious. (EXTREMELY TRUE)

HAHA! overall, i'm just ME.

psychotic freak

Is psycho-ing people so fun? You hav such a psychotic-freako-ass. (pardon me for the vulgarities) I hav reached my limit. I can't take it anymore. I am exhausted. I am zombified. Please leave me alone.....

shine after rain

雨过天晴。。。终于看见彩虹了。。。

到目前为止，这是我一生中最难忘的事件。

虽然我很害怕会有下一次，但我希望能够顺顺利利过我的生活。

希望我会幸福！=）

FOOD

im going to eat now! if i eat, he'll come tmr! so i must eat! =)

FREE!

WAH IM SO SIANSSSSSSSSSSS! im stucked in NTU HALL 7! my frens are sooo busy! yet im so free!!! OMG. im freaking FREE!!!!! haiz.. i feel so depressed. im so weak! why why why why?! i feel like an idiot, feel like im so small little girl, feel like im so dependent on people! arGH~~

i love studying back then in sec and jc.. i had lotsa frens plus my family plus the tv.. i hate studying in NTU. makes me a lifeless person. gimme a break. i hate staying in hall! life is a bore..

IS LIFE ALL ABOUT STUDYING?! why be so studious?!?! i dono dOno DONO! staying in hall alone, with no one to talk to, nth to do, nth to eat.. tearing does help to curb any hunger.

a reflective thought

from a distance..
looking at you from the back
seeing how you walk away
wanting to go up to say hi
but my brain pulls me away from you
it makes me feel really sad
in the end i wasnt concentrating at all
staring at my phone
the phone was silent all the way

I should hav gone home on wed
I shouldnt hav even care whether you're alone
I should hav loved myself more than I loved you

I can do it! (:

i'm really yours.

angry yet i can't do it.
can you ever repay my humble tears?
LOVE is really hard to grasp.
we hav to experience it personally before we really know what love is.

i'm yours-